Memories

Here I have another article on Memories.....

Recently one of my cousin had shared a link on his facebook account. It was none other than 90's song.

The song was "Kal college bandh ho jayega main ... " from the movie Jaan Tere Naam.  This song really brought back loads of memories.. Incidentally, I happened to press the like button on my cousin's facebook entry and also commented saying brought back loads of memories, 90's.

I had no clues that I would be writing this particular entry, but thanks to my dear friend, who reminded me. When I pressed the like button on my cousin's entry, my friend could see it on his page. So when I met him yesterday, he asked, what this memories was all about. So I had to tell him the whole story. And that is what I am going to do now.

It sounds weird, but frankly speaking, I get more happiness and more out of life by doing weird things.

The story goes back to early 90's may be 1993 to 1996 to be precise. I was a kid of 10 years, I had a bunch of friends namely N, N's sister and one more person V. So during the evenings when N's mother used to go out for work, we friends including my brother would gather at N's place and place hide and seek.

So you might be wondering what has this song got to do with playing hide and seek. Yes, there is a connection. We used to play hide and seek inside N's house and that too in the evening. His house a 2BHK.
Playing hide and seek inside the house in the evening, what is the whole point about it you might be wondering as well imagining, how would it be like playing hide and seek, inside a lit house in the evening, where will these 5 guys hide. what are the rules etc etc.

Let me clarify the whole stance.
Firstly our team comprised of me, my brother, N, N's sister and occasionally, V, or A.
Secondly we used to play hide and seek in the evening, not in a well lit house but in a dark house, Yes we used to turn off the lights just for the purpose of playing hide and seek.
Thirdly we used to hide in the house, under the cot, dining table, kitchen. (no bathroom please).

So when we used to play hide and seek in the dark, we used to play all kinds of Hindi movie songs, like songs from the movie phool aur kante, deewana, jaan tere naam. And yes N' s music system or u can call al tape record, had this equalizer lights.

I hope now you got the connection between all the points.

Cheers, love the 90's and yes, so so happy that I have grown up doing all kinds of weird things. Thanks to my parents.


Some inspirational stuffs

For days I have not opened my google reader. Infact when I joined my new workplace in June 2010, I asked my manager, can I use google reader at workplace. He immediately said "no". Then I asked, can I write one, so that I can subscribe to the feeds and moreover its my own written application, for which he said "no".

So I was left with no option but to save the blog url's as my favorites in the internet explorer and then try to revisit each and every blog looking out for new entries. Never mind, it happens once in a while.

Its almost 8- 9 months, I am not seriously following much blogs. time and again I end up reading travelogues, because I love to travel and its on my list for 2011.

But apart from them I dont know how, but somehow I stumbled upon this brilliant website called the dumblittleman.com, and from there on I am picking loads of inspirational blogs.

Yes, I never knew so many people exist whose entries could lift me up to this level that, I am even ready to take the risk to quit my job without having another job in hand.

Not sure, how this transformation happened overnight, but its true. In 2008 when the so called recession happened, I was scared what will happen if I end up losing job.

But now, I seriously feel like quitting without another job in hand. After all I may end up at home for 2 months or may be 6 months, its worth a try. I can travel a lot, play a lot of games, drive my car umpty number of times on highway, read lots of books, blogs do some certifications and eventually find another job.

I might lose out on money, but frankly speaking, what have I gained, following the pursuit of money. Nothing really.

So come June 2010, I will be a free bird out of bonded labor.

Ok, so my cribbing is done, let me share some of the inspirational stuffs which I have read over the last couple of weeks, which really helped me change myself and get ready to take risk.

I work to live, not live to work. So I gotta loads of other things apart from work.

Here goes few links,, will keep updating once I get more by the way.
http://www.dumblittleman.com/2007/06/39-ways-to-live-and-not-merely-exist.html
http://www.dumblittleman.com/2011/02/most-important-question-youve-probably.html
http://theskooloflife.com/wordpress/the-courage-to-learn/
http://theskooloflife.com/wordpress/4-bad-decisions-and-what-i-learned-from-them/
http://theskooloflife.com/wordpress/finding-the-company-that-lets-you-be-you/
http://theskooloflife.com/wordpress/how-i-ended-up-with-the-greatest-job-in-the-world/
http://www.dumblittleman.com/2011/02/how-to-stay-motivated-when-you-hate.html
http://celestinechua.com/blog/whats-on-your-bucket-list-101-things-to-do-before-you-die/
http://www.themiddlefingerproject.org/25-ways-to-become-an-american-overnight-without-a-visa/

Cheers,

Party time

Went to a party after office. There was lots of good food and drinks, infact no music nor dancing. Had loads of good food. With a full tummy drinking Vitagen (probiotic drink) I am writing this post.

It was appraisal time at our office during January, and few people got promoted. So they combined together and hosted a party.

Ate 3-5 pieces of roti / Naan or whatever, paneer, daal, halwa, kheer, then veg biryani and had two glasses of coke ... I am done. Tummy full.. Another day in Singapore to remember.

Cheers,

PS::: The party was at Ras Bytes opposite to office, else I guess, I would have skipped...

Looking forward to June 2011, Part 2 of the series

The previous post described few things...

1. my future plans once my contract gets over in June 2011.

2. things running in my mind.

I did not write about my interests which I would love to pursue once I am back in Bangalore. Yes, I have reserved it for a separate post. There are loads of things which I would love to do once I am back in Bangalore.

I would like to write all of them as I do not want to miss out on them. I have already missed out on loads of things in the period starting from June 2010, to June 2010, the most important being, marriage events of Abhijit, Vaibhav and Muthukumaran. ( I am sorry guys, please forgive me if possible ).

Before writing all the points, I would like to

1. Thank god for giving me such a lovely parents, for giving me such a lovely opportunity where in I can openly write about think about things which I love to do. I am what I am because of you God.

2. Thank my parents for giving me everything, till date. Yes you may be wondering, I am working since close to 6 years, but still I feel happier when I get something from my parents rather than I buy myself. (Its got nothing to do with spending my parents money instead of mine). Somehow I feel whatever I get from my parents is just gold.


Now straight to the point, here are the list of things which I would love to do starting from June 2011.


1.  Visit to Goravanahalli Mahalakshmi Temple.

I just love this temple. The last time I visited this temple was when I was in a company in ITPL and was praying for opportunities outside, and I was rewarded with this onsite opportunity. This time I have to loads of things to pray for. This is first on my list.

2. Listen to loads of music-

Hindi - Rock music, english retro, whatever. I am out of touch when it comes to the latest rock songs or movie songs. Would love to follow the one and only international music radio station in Bangalore regularly. ( I mean it ).

3. Read loads of books.

Yes, though in Singapore, I have taken public library membership, I regret not having read much. I guess buying books on Avenue Road for Rs 75 each makes me really really happy. Above all there is some library which seems to have started in Bangalore, with a branch in RRNagar, hopefully I can get a membership over there.

4. Play lot of PC Games.

In the year 2010, I purchased a new PC with the sole intent of playing games on it. But sadly since I had to move out I could not play much games. Now that I have decided to be back, I sure shot shall play lots and lots of games, Infact have plans to fit in a Logitech MOMO Feel force Steering wheel for playing car race games. I am keen on this one.

5. Swimming.

Though Best club close to my house has a swimming pool , I am not sure how regularly I can swim. But I would love to swim after a tiring days work. Great way to unwind infact.

6. Gym

I have even plans to join Gym. Hoping 3 days to gym and 3 days to swim would be meaningful.

7. Watch loads of movies.

After coming to Singapore, I have not watched TV even for atleast 30 mins, since I do not have access. Even though there is a TV in the place where I stay , I still do not watch it because not many channels are available. Never mind, once I am back I hope to see loads of movies, old ones, new ones, and even those movies which I have already watched, like Jab We Met.

8. Evening walk at RRNagar.

Though I have of interest in going for an evening walk with my friend in RRNagar, it is subject to his availability. My friend is married and moreover he is looking for opportunities outside Bangalore. So I guess time will only tell.

9. Weekend drives on Mysore Road.

This one is a sure shot. There is no second thoughts on this one. Mysore Road, Maddur, KokkareBellur, Ramnagara, Chennapatna, sure you can find me at one of these places on weekends. And Tatte IDLI on Bidadi, wow love to do that.

10. Photography.

I am keen to pursue photography. Thinking of attending a photography course after coming back to Bangalore. I am also keen on buying a good DSLR camera this year and take my photography interests to one more level.
I would love to capture few landscapes. Right now if you ask me which landscape you are currently imagining, I would say, on the way to Kunigal via Magadi, there is a lonely road, I would like to stop over there and to do some photoshoot. Sounds crazy, rite, but its true. Loved driving through that road> i miss it.

11. Gaming with brother and brother in law.

This one is also a top priority. Now that, I have a laptop over here and a good PC at home. My dear friend (who is also my brother in law now), can accompany me and my brother in multiplayer games. Wow what a sight it would be, 3 people one room, gaming and gaming and nothing else. I am sure, Abhijit, if you read this, you would also be as excited as I am.

12. Try out some other technologies.

Somehow after reading some blogs of people who use open source technologies, I am feeling the itch to learn loads of new technologies apart from .NET. this includes, Linux, C, C++, Perl, PHP, HTML, CSS, JavaScript and loads of things. Infact experimenting with Linux instead of Windows is one of my main interests in the coming months.

13. Learn loads of stuffs related to Microsoft Technologies.

It might sound crazy but I would love to learn, COM, DCOm,Win32 Api.
Apart from this I am seriously considering about going for a course on Microsoft expression blend (if someone is ready to teach). I would love to learn WPF as well as VS2010.

14. Trip with my cousins.

There is nothing more than this one, which makes me happy. Sitting in the last row of a Tempo Traveller, cracking wild jokes in the middle of the night, laughing our loudly till there are tears in our eyes, is something what I am looking forward to. we have done it many times in the past and yes this year we are going to do it again.

15. Thinking of visiting Rameshwaram and Kanyakumari.

I could have written about this in the previous post, but since my cousins have already been to these places, they would not accompany us on the trip. I have to look for a new company infact. Let me see.

16. Visit the hill stations once more.

Love to revisit Ooty, KodaiKanal, Yercaud once again. Nothing like this.

17. Travel to Kerala and Coorg.

Would love to visit these two places as well.

18. Trekking.

Would love to trek to Kumaraparvata, Kudremukh and other places.

19. To blog more.

In the year 2010, I had written about 123 posts. In the 2 months into 2011, I only have 9 posts. I have loads of catching up to do. In other words, I have to blog more and more and more.

20. Helping my mother out with cooking.

It may sound silly to you, but I am pretty pretty serious on this one. I have learnt to cook basic stuffs over here. I would like to help out my mother once I am back in Bangalore. My mother has been managing office work as well as household since many years, all alone, I guess now its time for me to pitch in.

21. Technical blog.

This is something which I supposed to have started years ago. But better late than later. I hope to get more serious on technical stuffs once I am in Bangalore.

22. Side projects.

Learning new technologies goes hand in hand with this. So this should not be a surprise. Love to code more ...

23. Read more blogs / follow more blogs.

Love to read lots of other blogs. I need to install Sharpreader and start all over again. But do I mind.. Not an inch..

There are loads of other points which I am not able to recollect as of now. will update the post as and when I recollect few more.

Updated 21 Feb 2011.

24. Take drawing classes.

All through this blog, I have never written that, as a kid, I loved to draw. Though my drawing skillset is quite bad. Not sure whether pencil drawing or sketching can be taught or has to come naturally, but surely I would like to pursue it more seriously. I know I am bad at it. I want to learn. This occupies #24. [Am off to search on google trying to find if drawing can be taught or has to come naturally]

Updated 17 Mar 2011.

25. Start a new blog dedicated to portraits of strangers with a brief description into their life and lifestyle. Inspired by the website 100strangers.com

26. Cycling - I would love to cycle to my cousin's place in Nelamangala, via toll road, and also, along the road from Big banyan tree all the way to Magadi.

Cheers,

Straight from my heart - Part 1

This 2 series posts are very special to me. These are very close to my heart. I have spent day and nights thinking and thinking, and finally I have arrived at a decision.

I only hope this blog of mine and especially this post of mine never gets noticed at my workplace. I need to make sure, that I do not access my blog from office and clear the history from my browser.

Never mind, it should not stop me from writing this post.

In the month of May 2010, I received an employment opportunity with one of the organizations in Singapore. This was the first time I was about to work abroad. I accepted the offer and relocated to Singapore.

So now let me cut short my employment related thing, and talk about how I felt like.

I was seriously very happy on one side that, someone was providing me an opportunity to work abroad. (Else I would have to go in for a Visa, quit current job,move to another country, then look for a job there. Here i was rest assured of a job).

But on the other side, I felt I would be missing my parents, family, cousins, my car. I would miss out on long weekend drives, on Mysore Road, trips to neighboring places with my cousins.

Somehow I did not think much and just moved to Singapore.

Now that I am into my 9th month in Singapore, I can say that, I have learnt lots of things here, apart from work related stuffs, as a person I have grown matured. I hope my parents would be happier when they see me after a year.

Initially I was quite pleased about the whole aspect of working abroad, thought it would add great value to my resume. In other words, you can say for first 3-4 months in Singapore, I was on a high.

Later after 6 months of my stay over here, I realized I was missing loads of things. I had a crazy life style in Bangalore. I have always been under the shadow of my parents. I do not regret it even an inch, and I thank my parents for that.

After coming to Singapore, my life style was kind of different, I was no longer able to do those crazy things which I used to in Bangalore. So I thought and thought and then realized, I was more happier in Bangalore. So I decided to return back.

The problem  was I was in the middle of a contract, if I had to return back I would have to pay money. Hence I resisted the temptation of returning back after 7 months.

But now since the thought of returning back had come up in my mind, my heart started to feel happy. ( I dont know how to put it, but seriously somewhat my heart felt lighter).

The first thing, which comes to your mind when giving up current job is about your next venture. How are you going to find another job. The coming days, I started thinking of how to give interviews from Singapore to companies located in Bangalore.

I was and still am in touch with a friend of mine, who works for a company in Bangalore, asking him to get an interview opportunity for me. I even asked him if a telephonic interview was possible. Though it seems highly unlikely, he sure assured me he would do his best. In this current month, though my heart was happy I still was wondering, what would I do without a job in Bangalore. It still was pinching me, the whole idea of quitting Singapore job and landing jobless in Bangalore.

All these days, I was reading loads of blogs, travelogues, people who have travelled around Karnataka. I started to miss my weekend drives on highway even more.

I was wondering when would I feel better. Then came one such day, I was reading the blog of a person from Bangalore. The person had just quit his/her job in order to take up a career as a freelance writer/photographer and to pursue his/her interests in the year 2011. And when I read through the comments section I found out one more such person , who has just quit his high paying job in order to pursue his/her interests.

This kept me thinking. Finding a job in Bangalore was the biggest hurdle in me continuing to stay over here or coming back. I just gave a thought on this particular direction, about quitting the job over here whatever may be the case. I may get or may not get a job in Bangalore, but who cares.

Then I felt happy, seriously happy. My heart now feels better. I have nothing to worry. I can go back to Bangalore and look for a job over there. I have nothing to prove to anyone.

I have also decided on taking a month's break before joining.

Firstly thanks to these two people who literally influenced my decision. Secondly these days I end up reading loads of inspirational stuffs. I have posted few of them on facebook. Thanks to these guys too..

So now that I have decided to move back to Bangalore in the month of June 2011, I can now decide on what all the things which are all the unfulfilled desires of mine, and which are my interests which I am going to pursue in the year 2011.

Well, infact, I originally intended to write those things in this particular post, but never mind, I had a long (I hope not boring) story to tell. Will reserve those things for another post of mine.


Cheers,

Less blogging these days...

2 months into 2011, I have written only around 6 blog posts. There is nothing to hide, my writing has come down. Though some days I feel like writing I do not end up posting it over here.

I hope by June / July 2011, I shall be back with my original form and at the end of the year 2011, I can boast of an equal number of posts as 2010.

Cheers,

One such weekend

Last week, I had been to Universal Studios Sentosa. Sentosa is a small island resort in Singapore. It has lots of attractions. This is my second visit to Sentosa. The first time I had been with my friend, visited Fort Siloso, Merilion, History of Singapore and saw a 4d movie spanning 20mins.

This time I had primarily thought of visiting Universal Studios. Universal Studio is a theme park consisting of different rides which span across different environment. 

like..
1. Egypt section has a big tomb kind of thing, which is not pyramid shaped but in a normal shape of a rectangle. Inside it was a roller coaster ride in the dark.
2. Similarly there was an area called the Sci-Fi city where in there we two other roller coaster rides.
3. Apart from this there was also a ride in the area known as the Lost World. I missed this ride, since the waiting time was about 90minutes.
4. I also visited the water show, which is similar to a stunt show, where in some action sequences are performed.
5. I once again saw a 4D movie this time, a Shrek movie which also lasted for about 15-20mins.

So all in all it was a good day. I had got 4 days off on the occasion of Chinese new year, so went to this place on one of the day.

Last time I had been to Sentosa, I went through the Cable car, but this time, I used the board walk from Vivo city mail.

It was indeed a good experience, much needed break after so many days of hard work at office.

Cheers,

I read a lot of blogs

Yes its true. Though after I moved to Singapore, my writing has taken a big hit (though I have loads to share about what I do over here just to pass time). I do not write much because most of the time, I end up coming home tired from work, check mails a bit of facebook, listen to some songs online, and re-watch another episode of TinTin and thats it.

In such situations I miss a handy smart phone, on which I could have just blogged whenever I felt like. But I am in no mood to spend money for a new mobile. My team members call me a miser , jugga or conjouice....(dont know how to spell it). But frankly speaking people are advising me to ditch my old Nokia 1100 mobile for a new phone whilst I was in India only, may be from a year I guess.

But I dont really need the need to get a new mobile. I need a phone to speak to my parents and friends which I do it from my Nokia 1100. But regarding hooking to internet on the go, blogging on the go, well i do not want to run towards them, by buying a new phone. I may miss out on 1 or 2 interesting topics or photos whilst not having a phone, but apart from that its the same. Yes I can read lot of blogs on the go too if I have a smart phone. But yes, its not mandatory as long as my reader keeps track of the new entries, I can read it anytime.

Though I do not blog much  these days, I do read a lot of blogs. Its something which keeps me hooked to my home country India. I see there are lots of bloggers in Bangalore, who do a lot of traveling, I am envious infact, but yes, in another 4months time, by God's grace, it shall be home sweet home for me too.

So reading these blogs is a good past time for me. I read loads of books , but yes bloggers English is easy to understand and most of them write about their life's ups and downs and travels unlike fiction authors. So all in all a good time pass.

Above all I have drawn loads of inspiration from blogs of people, who have gone out of the way just to do what they love. They really really show me, that its "One life we got to do what we should ".

My feed reader's subscription is increasing day by day. So many blogs to read from all about travel, daily life's, Bangalore events, news.

So Cheers,
Happy reading..

Todays updates...

Out of nowhere I am writing this post. I just feel like writing. Its 1 am in the morning. I am supposed to sleep, but since tomorrow is a holiday (as well as the day after... its Chinese new year guys on 3Feb and 4 Feb 2011). So I am taking it easy.

Planning to wake up late but yet go to office. So its been a kind a good day. I was assuming to stay at home tomorrow and sleep the whole day. But unfortunately there seems to be never ending work at office. Have to be at office tomorrow. Never mind, tomorrow is tomorrow. So for today's updates..... here it goes..

For the last few weeks may be 2-3 weeks I am putting in 12 hours each day @ office. Not sure if my productivity can match my length of stay (time duration) at office. But still, cannot leave earlier.. So called deadlines, and being contractor the ever green threat of being fired, makes me stick to office.

Fortunately 8 months are done, 4 months are pending. But coming to the happy part of today. Was at office today till around 11pm. One of my colleague who was with me at office, asked me whether I have the ingredients for the coming 3-4 days since all the shops (well most of them) shall be closed since its Chinese new year.

I somehow confidently proclaimed that, there is shop (super mart) near my house called Prime Super Mart, which shall be open throughout the night and over the next 3 days as well.

Though I did not know for sure whether it will be opened or not, I told him about it because, I could always see tonnes of stuffs stacked outside the shop and the shop ideally runs 24 hrs on each day. I thought who would move loads of all these things from outside into the shop and then lock it. It looked to me like an arduous task, to which my friend said alright.

I in turn thought, let me buy wheat bread over there while going home tonight so that I can prepare some bread sandwiches for tomorrow.

But to my utter surprise, the shop was shutdown, the whole stack of goods which used to be outside the shop was all moved inside and there you go, I was left empty handed. So at night 11 45 pm, I had no option but to walk a good 1.5 kms towards Little India. So went there , had dinner in one of the Indian restaurants which runs 24 hrs a day and then went to Mustafa to get bread and some ready to eat food.

This time, I saw some ready to eat stuffs of a brand by name "Ammas Kitchen" or something. So brought 3 packets of ready to eat rice items and then brought a can of tender coconut drink.

Yup these are updates for the day, came home and logged in to check mails, found Prashanth online so called him up on his India number and shared a few jokes. All in all a good day..

Cheers,

PS:: more than being happy for myself, I feel happy for those laborers who were sitting in front of a coffee shop (which was shutdown) and drinking beer having food and talking over the phone with people / family I guess in India / Bangladesh / etc etc. These laborers work very hard and mind you, they get just 1 day off on Sunday. Now that its Chinese new year, I hope these guys too get 4 day leave in a stretch... Yup.. seeing them having a gala of a time really made me happy, infact thats what made me write this post.


 

Nothing much to blog about....

My writing in the last few months has taken a big hit.. Yes.. I am in no mood to write.. Just feel as though I want to come back to Bangalore ..and be myself..

These days working hard.. really really hard.. I shall remember my Singapore days once I go back to Bangalore.

Had been to office yesterday.. Working closely with testing team.. not able to close issues.. not getting sign off from them.. Its headache at its best..

But the point is days are running and I am getting closer and closer to June..

A trip to Malaysia, Indonesia, and Langkawi.. and I am done.. will be back to Bangalore...

My friend is getting married tomorrow.. Today there is a function too.. So missing loads of things..

Cheers,
Sandeep

PS:: Yes Kranti.. I 2 miss the evening walks in RR Nagar...

Memories...

Recently I got a marriage invitation. It was one of my class mates. I haven't spoke to him in the last 5 years. But I do keep getting few mails from him once in a while. So got this mail about marriage invite.

Why am I writing this post, is because of location where he was getting married. He in fact was getting married in a wedding hall located in Malleshwaram.

I do not know, but somehow time and again memories pop up.

I have lived my first 15 years of my life in Malleshwaram. So this place is more like home to me. Infact the marriage hall was somewhere around 8th cross Malleshwaram.

What I can recollect is, when I was a kid, there used to be a small shop in the underground, some where opposite to the marriage hall, which used to sell lots of toys meant for kids.

I still remember my father getting me a Hot wheels car after every year annual exams. Yes its true. I had a desire to collect as much Hot wheels cars as possible, but the truth is I could gather 8 or 10 only. Never mind.

All in all, a post out of no where. But at least I am in a mood to write something.

Cheers,
Sandeep

PS::: Yes, I did not attend the marriage.. (as usual)

Retrospect.. a sneak peek into my 2010

Not sure why I am writing this.. but yes.. I have to write about what I have done in the current year, what am I going to do in the coming year.

2010 as year has been quite good to me. But as I write this post,  I am a bit upset, bit depressed. Let me come to the point as to why am I upset later.

But 2010 started in a good way for me. I found an offer from a new software company in Bangalore for quite a good salary. There was no looking back. I joined this company on 4 January 2010. This company was really good. There I met one of my old classmates working for the same company. He along with 2 other people from Bangalore became so close that, we formed a group of our own and then kept on hanging out together in ITPL.

All good things have to come to an end, like wise, my friends and me started to find the work over there not so interesting, So one by one my friends started looking out for a job outside.

Finally it was my turn to look out. I indeed ended up with couple of offers from companies in Bangalore. But I chose to work in Singapore. I ended up in Singapore, but I guess I left my heart in Bangalore only. Yes its true.

I wonder if its one of the not so worth decisions of my life, which I took in the month of May 2010, that I am still repenting upon it. Though there has been lots of positives which have come out of it. I still feel I missed out on loads of things.

Why am I writing this post is, at this moment I miss Bangalore very much, I have been talking to family and friends and loads of people about how I feel after 7 months in Singapore. Many people have told me to continue even after 1 year in Singapore.

But that is not going to be the case with me. I am planning to join a company in Bangalore once my 1 year contract finishes. I feel I have saved some amount of money, now its time to get back to Bangalore and do all those things which I have missed out in 2010.  Yes visit loads of near by places travel a lot and have a gala of a time with family and friends.

After all mother and motherland are sweeter than heaven. I guess I am not one of those persons who can stay away from Bangalore for a long time.

So its just 5 months away for me to be in Bangalore. I hope these remaining 5 months just ease away in no time and I find my way back home.

Once upon a time I prayed and prayed to God for a  better opportunity now I am praying to God to help me just pass out these 5 months so that I can be back in Bangalore. Yes I miss my hometown very much.

I do not know how the 2 people who read my posts will react when they read this post, but yes this post is all about my heartfelt feelings of missing the warmth and lovely atmosphere of Bangalore. There is no place on earth like Bangalore.

Cheers,
Sandeep

Time to party

Its almost 4 weeks, since the last time I had visited the disco. In these 4 weeks, I really had out done myself with the work, felt too much stress. So had to find a way out to destress. As I wrote in my previous post, a leave on a working day was denied to me, so had to do something on this weekend.

Friday night was one such occasion, where I stayed late, was roaming around little India, sat @ Hookers for about an hour and half, then came back home at 2:30 am in the morning.

But Saturday was a bit different, went to the disco this time the one with Indian music. Before that, went to Orchard road to look out for Christmas decorations and some performances happening over there.

Then went to Clarke Quay where in me and my friend sat for sometime having a drink and felt hungry so we went to Boat Quay to have food.

So it was around 1am in the morning when we were done with food, took some photos and then ended up at Clarke Quay. Decided to go to the Rupee room and danced from 1 30 am till 5 am in the morning.

Took the first train home and have been sleeping all day.

So tomorrow all set for office.

Cheers,
Sandeep

Leave or no leave..

After days and days of working, I finally did some release to the QA, hoping I would get a day off after the release. I was overjoyed thinking of a one day leave during the week.

I thought everyone would agree that I had worked quite hard since last few weeks including Saturday and Sunday too and give me a day off.

So went and told my manager that I wanted to take a leave on December 24 2010. But sadly my manager refused to grant me leave and told me to take leave only on the next friday since QA work is going on, I need to be there.

Now even though my mind refused to think, to code, I still had to manage a day ie today and I did it.

Gosh. finally its weekend.

Hoping to dump my stress and frustration over the weekend..

Cheers,

Some relief finally

After days and days of coding, finally did a kind of release to the QA team. There are lots of missing functionality in the code and lots of things are buggy, but still at the end of the day, my back feels a bit lighter.

Now I can look at some other stuffs. Moreover I can enjoy on this weekend. No need to think about work. But still two more days to go before the weekend comes up.

I still feel a bit nervous about the missing functionality in the code and about the bugs which shall be reported tomorrow onwards. But yes, something has finally gone for testing.

When I told my friend Nageswara Rao,  he told to party, celebrate..

Incidentally, my other room mate gave jamoons, celebrating birth of his niece back in India...

So..... having jamoon, today feeling a bit lighter too.

Thanks a ton God.

Cheers,
Sandeep

Listening to music...

This week, I took some time out, to catch up with some of my old favorite songs.

Though these days, I am not actively listening to any english music, I adore the songs of yesteryears.

I love many bands. One such band is The Beatles. I knew nothing about the Beatles till 1993. On one fine day, my father took me to Brigade road, to get the Beatles tapes. I still remember that day. Coming home I started listening to the Beatles.

I love the song Sha la la la , baby its you.. I liked many other songs.. though I do not remember all of them.

So here is my post remembering the day when I go to know about the Beatles for the first time. Yep its 17 years back. But I still remember the day very well..

Cheers,
Sandeep

One such strange day...

Today was one such strange day where in I had taken leave from work,. but still ended up at workplace.

Yes, Monday blues had caught up with me. I had headache and was in no mood to go to the office. So woke up an hour late and called my manager saying that I wont be coming to work. Then again I dozed off.

But I was up in an hour's time. This time I was wondering what would I do sitting at home. My headache had calmed down a bit. So decided to go to workplace and ended up at work. So took my colleagues and manager by surprise.

I still remember one such instance, were I had previously been, in which I told my manager that, I would not be coming to office but still ended up at work.

Yes, it was during one of my earlier companies. I had told my manager I will not be coming to the office, instead I was planning to attend a walk-in interview.

So when I went for the interview, it was called off and I had nothing to do for the day. My workplace was close to the place where the walk-in was happening and as a result, I ended up going back to the office. Strange is it.

Yes, today was one such day (but I was not attending any interviews) and the other day is dated about 5 years back.

Cheers,
Sandeep

Spoke to a friend after a long time

To my surprise, I got a response from a friend, whom I was trying to contact since many days. Over the last 5 years, I have met many wonderful people at work. So this person incidentally happened to be one of my friends from my first work place.

Yes, its been almost 3 years, since I had last spoken to him, though we did kept in touch with mail.

So feeling kind a good speaking to someone after a period of 3 years. Incidentally he is in UK since one year.

Loads of things we talked about and unknowingly we ended up speaking for more than an hour.

You never know how time flies when we are speaking to interesting people. Yep..

Janardhan you are one such brilliant person. All the best in your future endeavors. Surely we shall meet in India.

Cheers,
Sandeep

Some inspiration from Pravs world

10 steps to Success.. not sure how many do I follow religiously.. but surely worth a mention.. 

1. Self-Belief:
Success is begins in the mind. One has to be a believer, first, if one wishes to be an achiever. Never under-estimate yourself. You have no idea how often can you surprise yourself. So to begin with, let's get in the belief, "I Can."

2. Clarity of Vision:
There is no point running around without knowing where one wants to reach. you must get your job cut out. Greatest achievers in the world have been visionaries. Know exactly what you are best at and give it your best shot.

3. Setting the Right Goals:
The goals should be realistic .The goals should be achievable ,and yet challenging enough - neither too easy nor too difficult -something in the middle.

4. Be focused:
If the sun's rays are focused on a piece of paper with a lens, the intensity of the concentrated energy burns the paper. Focus on your objective will enhance the intensity of the effects of your efforts.

5. No Short Cuts to Success:
There are no short cuts to success. Divide your overall goals into smaller targets. Divide your monthly plans into weekly and weekly plans into daily plans and see how simple can things be.

6. Take Risks:
Without any risk no progress is possible. Life comes to a stable standstill. People who take chances are the people who get ahead in life. The only way to reduce risk is to take risks.

7. Take the Initiative:
People who take the initiative make the most of their lives. Proactive people do not wait for success to happen; rather they make it happen. As they say, 'JUST DO IT'.

8. Never Hesitate to Struggle:
No one has ever climbed a mountain just by looking at it. Struggle, hard struggle, is a key to success.

9. Own Responsibility:
Failure to hit the bull's eye is never the fault of the target. People, who own complete responsibility of their lives, are the people who make the most of it.

10. Never Give Up:
Many people who failed in life, where those who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. Success demands extra-ordinary amount of perseverance. Never, never, give up.

Cheers,
Sandeep

Changing blog template...

Well, not sure its a ritual or what. I end up changing my blog template once in a year, or may be in the beginning of the year.

But this time I am doing it before the new year itself. Not sure why.

Also I have loads to write about my experiences in Singapore.

How it all started and how it all is shaping. But frankly speaking, I am not good at writing stuffs, as and when it happens. I love to write my memories out.

So hopefully I can recollect many such instances which I have encountered in the past 6 months and blog about them in the coming days.

Also till now I have never used the set date option while posting. Hopefully I shall use this time to make sure I write about stuffs which happened in appropriate months. (and also increase my post count for the year ;P)


Cheers,