Many things have happened in the last few weeks. Most of which is not prominent. But I do want to mention couple of things though,
- I have been training rather irregularly.
Ever since I came back from Himachal trek, I did not find the enthusiasm to maintain that zip to train, resulting in missing training sessions for over 3 weeks and the irregularity still continues!
- At workplace couple of people left.
One person left and the other one is leaving shortly. So the people with whom I interact has come down by 2.
The good part is, we had a security guard who had quit and changed his line of work who came back to being a security guard. It is an exception, but sad part is he too had left for good and probably got laid off in his other job!
- I excessively feel the need to be alone. These days I dislike speaking to people, sometimes, I even dislike people speaking to me nor speaking next to me. I prefer to be alone most of the times.
If you think thats depression, then I disagree. its needing quiet time after spending your day amidst chaotic honking traffic plus extroverted non sense speaking office people! (I am glad I have matured).
- I am not enjoying work anymore, only thing which makes me stick is the 11-8 pm work timings plus leaves plus the free transport provided plus the comfort of doing my work instead of leading a team of dumb headed incapable nitwits!
I may sound sarcastic in this post but do I care, I still have the urge to travel, but too lazy to pack bags hence become excessively choosy on travelling. Plus I am aging too!
Cheers,
- I have been training rather irregularly.
Ever since I came back from Himachal trek, I did not find the enthusiasm to maintain that zip to train, resulting in missing training sessions for over 3 weeks and the irregularity still continues!
- At workplace couple of people left.
One person left and the other one is leaving shortly. So the people with whom I interact has come down by 2.
The good part is, we had a security guard who had quit and changed his line of work who came back to being a security guard. It is an exception, but sad part is he too had left for good and probably got laid off in his other job!
- I excessively feel the need to be alone. These days I dislike speaking to people, sometimes, I even dislike people speaking to me nor speaking next to me. I prefer to be alone most of the times.
If you think thats depression, then I disagree. its needing quiet time after spending your day amidst chaotic honking traffic plus extroverted non sense speaking office people! (I am glad I have matured).
- I am not enjoying work anymore, only thing which makes me stick is the 11-8 pm work timings plus leaves plus the free transport provided plus the comfort of doing my work instead of leading a team of dumb headed incapable nitwits!
I may sound sarcastic in this post but do I care, I still have the urge to travel, but too lazy to pack bags hence become excessively choosy on travelling. Plus I am aging too!
Cheers,
